May I read you a few lines from Tolstoi’s War and Peace?
When you invite a middle-aged moralist to address you, I suppose I must conclude, however unlikely the conclusion seems, that you have a taste for middle-aged moralising. I shall do my best to gratify it. I shall in fact, give you advice about the world in which you are going to live. I do not mean by this that I am going to talk on what are called current affairs. You probably know quite as much about them as I do. I am not going to tell you- except in a form so general that you will hardly recognise it- what part you ought to play in post-war reconstruction.When Boris entered the room, Prince Andrey was listening to an old general, wearing his decorations, who was reporting something to Prince Andrey, with an expression of soldierly servility on his purple face. "Alright. Please wait!" he said to the general, speaking in Russian with the French accent which he used when he spoke with contempt. The moment he noticed Boris he stopped listening to the general who trotted imploringly after him and begged to be heard, while Prince Andrey turned to Boris with a cheerful smile and a nod of the head. Boris now clearly understood- what he had already guessed- that side by side with the system of discipline and subordination which were laid down in the Army Regulations, there existed a different and more real system- the system which compelled a tightly laced general with a purple face to wait respectfully for his turn while a mere captain like Prince Andrey chatted with a mere second lieutenant like Boris. Boris decided at once that he would be guided not by the official system but by this other unwritten system.
It is not, in fact, very likely that any of you will be able, in the next ten years, to
make any direct contribution to the peace or prosperity of Europe. You will be busy
finding jobs, getting married, acquiring facts. I am going to do something more
old-fashioned than you perhaps expected. I am going to give advice. I am going to issue
warnings. Advice and warnings about things which are so perennial that no one calls them
"current affairs."
And of course everyone knows what a
middle-aged moralist of my type warns his juniors against. He warns them against the
World, the Flesh, and the Devil. But one of this trio will be enough to deal with today.
The Devil, I shall leave strictly alone. The association between him and me in the public
mind has already gone quite as deep as I wish: in some quarters it has already reached the
level of confusion, if not of identification. I begin to realise the truth of the old
proverb that he who sups with that formidable host needs a long spoon. As for the Flesh,
you must be very abnormal young people if you do not know quite as much about it as I do.
But on the World I think I have something to say.
In the passage I have just read
from Tolstoi, the young second lieutenant Boris Dubretskoi discovers that there exist in
the army two different systems or hierarchies. The one is printed in some little red book
and anyone can easily read it up. It also remains constant. A general is always superior
to a colonel, and a colonel to a captain. The other is not printed anywhere. Nor is it
even a formally organised secret society with officers and rules which you would be told
after you had been admitted. You are never formally and explicitly admitted by anyone. You
discover gradually, in almost indefinable ways, that it exists and that you are outside
it; and then later, perhaps, that you are inside it.
There are what correspond to
passwords, but they are too spontaneous and informal. A particular slang, the use of
particular nicknames, an allusive manner of conversation, are the marks. But it is not so
constant. It is not easy, even at a given moment, to say who is inside and who is outside.
Some people are obviously in and some are obviously out, but there are always several on
the borderline. And if you come back to the same Divisional Headquarters, or Brigade
Headquarters, or the same regiment or even the same company, after six weeks’
absence, you may find this secondary hierarchy quite altered.
There are no formal
admissions or expulsions. People think they are in it after they have in fact been pushed
out of it, or before they have been allowed in: this provides great amusement for those
who are really inside. It has no fixed name. The only certain rule is that the insiders
and outsiders call it by different names. From inside it may be designated, in simple
cases, by mere enumeration: it may be called "You and Tony and me." When is very
secure and comparatively stable in membership it calls itself ‘we.’ When it has
to be expanded to meet a particular emergency it calls itself "all the sensible
people at this place." From outside, if you have dispaired of getting into it, you
call it "That gang" or "they" or "So-and-so and his set" or
"The Caucus" or "The Inner Ring." If you are candidate for admission
you probably don’t call it anything. To discuss it with the other outsiders would
make you feel outside yourself. And to mention talking to the man who is inside, and who
may help you if this present conversation goes well, would be madness.
Badly as I may have described it, I
hope you will all have recognised the thing I am describing. Not, of course, that you have
been in the Russian Army, or perhaps in any army. But you have met the phenomenon of an
Inner Ring. You discovered one in your house at school before the end of the first term.
And when you had climbed up to somewhere near it by the end of your second year, perhaps
you discovered that within the ring there was a Ring yet more inner, which in its turn was
the fringe of the great school Ring to which the house Rings were only satellites. It is
even possible that the school ring was almost in touch with a Masters’ Ring. You were
beginning, in fact, to pierce through the skins of an onion. And here, too, at your
University- shall I be wrong in assuming that at this very moment, invisible to me, there
are several rings- independent systems or concentric rings- present in this room? And I
can assure you that in whatever hospital, inn of court, diocese, school, business, or
college you arrive after going down, you will find the Rings- what Tolstoi calls the
second or unwritten systems.
All this is rather obvious. I
wonder whether you will say the same of my next step, which is this. I believe that in all
men’s’ lives at certain periods, and in many men’s lives at all periods
between infancy and extreme old age, one of the most dominant elements is the desire to be
inside the local Ring and the terror of being left outside. This desire, in one of its
forms, has indeed had ample justice done to it in literature. I mean, in the form of
snobbery. Victorian fiction is full of characters who are hag-ridden by the desire to get
inside that particular Rind which is, or was, called Society. But it must be clearly
understood that "Society," in that sense of the word, is merely one of a hundred
Rings, and snobbery therefore only one form of the longing to be inside.
People who
believe themselves to be free, and indeed are free, from snobbery, and who read satires on
snobbery with tranquil superiority, may be devoured by the desire in another form. It may
be the very intensity of their desire to enter some quite different Ring which renders
them immune from all the allurements of high life. An invitation from a duchess would be
very cold comfort to a man smarting under the sense of exclusion from some artistic or
communistic côterie. Poor man- it is not large, lighted rooms, or champagne, or even
scandals about peers and Cabinet Ministers that he wants: it is the sacred little attic or
studio, the heads bent together, the fog of tobacco smoke, and the delicious knowledge
that we- we four or five all huddled beside this stove- are the people who know.
Often the desire conceals itself so well that we hardly recognize the pleasures of
fruition. Men tell not only their wives but themselves that it is a hardship to stay late
at the office or the school on some bit of important extra work which they have been let
in for because they and So-and-so and the two others are the only people left in the place
who really know how things are run. But it is not quite true. It is a terrible bore, of
course, when old Fatty Smithson draws you aside and whispers, "Look here, we’ve
got to get you in on this examination somehow" or "Charles and I saw at once
that you’ve got to be on this committee." A terrible bore… ah, but how much
more terrible if you were left out! It is tiring and unhealthy to lose your Saturday
afternoons: but to have them free because you don’t matter, that is much worse.
Freud would say, no doubt, that the
whole thing is a subterfuge of the sexual impulse. I wonder whether the shoe is not
sometimes on the other foot. I wonder whether, in ages of promiscuity, many a virginity
has not been lost less in obedience to Venus than in obedience to the lure of the caucus.
For of course, when promiscuity is the fashion, the chaste are outsiders. They are
ignorant of something that other people know. They are uninitiated. And as for lighter
matters, the number of people who first smoked or first got drunk for a similar reason is
probably very large.
I must now make a distinction. I am
not going to say that the existence of Inner Rings is an Evil. It is certainly
unavoidable. There must be confidential discussions: and it is not only a bad thing, it is
(in itself) a good thing, that personal friendship should grow up between those who work
together. And it is perhaps impossible that the official hierarchy of any organisation
should coincide with its actual workings. If the wisest and most energetic people held the
highest spots, it might coincide; since they often do not, there must be people in high
positions who are really deadweights and people in lower positions who are more important
than their rank and seniority would lead you to suppose. It is necessary: and perhaps it
is not a necessary evil. But the desire which draws us into Inner Rings is another matter.
A thing may be morally neutral and yet the desire for that thing may be dangerous. As
Byron has said:
Sweet is a legacy, and passing sweet
The unexpected death of some old lady.
The painless death of a pious
relative at an advanced age is not an evil. But an earnest desire for her death on the
part of her heirs is not reckoned a proper feeling, and the law frowns on even the
gentlest attempts to expedite her departure. Let Inner Rings be unavoidable and even an
innocent feature of life, though certainly not a beautiful one: but what of our longing to
enter them, our anguish when we are excluded, and the kind of pleasure we feel when we get
in?
I have no right to make assumptions
about the degree to which any of you may already be compromised. I must not assume that
you have ever first neglected, and finally shaken off, friends whom you really loved and
who might have lasted you a lifetime, in order to court the friendship of those who
appeared to you more important, more esoteric. I must not ask whether you have derived
actual pleasure from the loneliness and humiliation of the outsiders after you, yourself
were in: whether you have talked to fellow members of the Ring in the presence of
outsiders simply in order that the outsiders might envy; whether the means whereby, in
your days of probation, you propitiated the Inner Ring, were always wholly admirable.
I
will ask only one question- and it is, of course, a rhetorical question which expects no
answer. IN the whole of your life as you now remember it, has the desire to be on the
right side of that invisible line ever prompted you to any act or word on which, in the
cold small hours of a wakeful night, you can look back with satisfaction? If so, your case
is more fortunate than most.
My main purpose in this address is
simply to convince you that this desire is one of the great permanent mainsprings of human
action. It is one of the factors which go to make up the world as we know it- this whole
pell-mell of struggle, competition, confusion, graft, disappointment and advertisement,
and if it is one of the permanent mainsprings then you may be quite sure of this. Unless
you take measures to prevent it, this desire is going to be one of the chief motives of
your life, from the first day on which you enter your profession until the day when you
are too old to care. That will be the natural thing- the life that will come to you of its
own accord. Any other kind of life, if you lead it, will be the result of conscious and
continuous effort. If you do nothing about it, if you drift with the stream, you will in
fact be an ‘inner ringer." I don’t say you’ll be a successful one;
that’s as may be. But whether by pining and moping outside Rings that you can never
enter, or by passing triumphantly further and further in- one way or the other you will be
that kind of man.
I have already made it fairly clear
that I think it better for you not to be that kind of man. But you may have an open mind
on the question. I will therefore suggest two reasons for thinking as I do.
It would be polite and charitable,
and in view of your age reasonable too, to suppose that none of you is yet a scoundrel. On
the other hand, by the mere law of averages (I am saying nothing against free will) it is
almost certain that at least two or three of you before you die will have become something
very like scoundrels. There must be in this room the makings of at least that number of
unscrupulous, treacherous, ruthless egotists. The choice is still before you: and I hope
you will not take my hard words about your possible future characters as a token of
disrespect to your present characters.
And the prophecy I make is this. To nine out of ten
of you the choice which could lead to scoundrelism will come, when it does come, in no
very dramatic colours. Obviously bad men, obviously threatening or bribing, will almost
certainly not appear. Over a drink, or a cup of coffee, disguised as triviality and
sandwiched between two jokes, from the lips of a man, or woman, whom you have recently
been getting to know rather better and whom you hope to know better still- just at the
moment when you are most anxious not to appear crude, or naïf or a prig- the hint will
come. It will be the hint of something which the public, the ignorant, romantic public,
would never understand: something which even the outsiders in your own profession are apt
to make a fuss about: but something, says your new friend, which "we"- and at
the word "we" you try not to blush for mere pleasure- something "we always
do."
And you will be drawn in, if you are drawn in, not by desire for gain or ease,
but simply because at that moment, when the cup was so near your lips, you cannot bear to
be thrust back again into the cold outer world. It would be so terrible to see the other
man’s face- that genial, confidential, delightfully sophisticated face- turn suddenly
cold and contemptuous, to know that you had been tried for the Inner Ring and rejected.
And then, if you are drawn in, next week it will be something a little further from the
rules, and next year something further still, but all in the jolliest, friendliest spirit.
It may end in a crash, a scandal, and penal servitude; it may end in millions, a peerage
and giving the prizes at your old school. But you will be a scoundrel.
That is my first reason. Of all the
passions, the passion for the Inner Ring is most skillful in making a man who is not yet a
very bad man do very bad things.
My second reason is this. The
torture allotted to the Danaids in the classical underworld, that of attempting to fill
sieves with water, is the symbol not of one vice, but of all vices. It is the very mark of
a perverse desire that it seeks what is not to be had. The desire to be inside the
invisible line illustrates this rule. As long as you are governed by that desire you will
never get what you want. You are trying to peel and onion: if you succeed there will be
nothing left. Until you conquer the fear of being an outsider, an outsider you will
remain.
This is surely very clear when you
come to think of it. If you want to be made free of certain circle for some wholesome
reason- if, say, you want to join a musical society because you really like music- then
there is a possibility of satisfaction. You may find yourself playing in a quartet and you
may enjoy it. But if all you want is to be in the know, your pleasure will be short lived.
The circle cannot have from within the charm it had from outside. By the very act of
admitting you it has lost its magic.
Once the first novelty is worn off, the members of
this circle will be no more interesting than your old friends. Why should they be? You
were not looking for virtue or kindness or loyalty or humour or learning or wit or any of
the things that can really be enjoyed. You merely wanted to be "in." And that is
a pleasure that cannot last. As soon as your new associates have been staled to you by
custom, you will be looking for another Ring. The rainbow’s end will still be ahead
of you. The old ring will now be only the drab background for your endeavor to enter the
new one.
And you will always find them hard
to enter, for a reason you very well know. You yourself, once you are in, want to make it
hard for the next entrant, just as those who are already in made it hard for you.
Naturally. In any wholesome group of people which holds together for a good purpose, the
exclusions are in a sense accidental. Three or four people who are together for the sake
of some piece of work exclude others because there is work only for so many or because the
others can’t in fact do it. Your little musical group limits its numbers because the
rooms they meet in are only so big. But your genuine Inner Ring exists for exclusion.
There’d be no fun if there were no outsiders. The invisible line would have no
meaning unless most people were on the wrong side of it. Exclusion is no accident; it is
the essence.
The quest of the Inner Ring will
break your hearts unless you break it. But if you break it, a surprising result will
follow. If in your working hours you make the work your end, you will presently find
yourself all unawares inside the only circle in your profession that really matters. You
will be one of the sound craftsmen, and other sound craftsmen will know it. This group of
craftsmen will by no means coincide with the Inner Ring or the Important People or the
People in the Know. It will not shape that professional policy or work up that
professional influence which fights for the profession as a whole against the public: nor
will it lead to those periodic scandals and crises which the Inner Ring produces. But it
will do those things which that profession exists to do and will in the long run be
responsible for all the respect which that profession in fact enjoys and which the
speeches and advertisements cannot maintain.
And if in your spare time you consort simply
with the people you like, you will again find that you have come unawares to a real
inside: that you are indeed snug and safe at the centre of something which, seen from
without, would look exactly like an Inner Ring. But the difference is that the secrecy is
accidental, and its exclusiveness a by-product, and no one was led thither by the lure of
the esoteric: for it is only four or five people who like one another meeting to do things
that they like. This is friendship. Aristotle placed it among the virtues. It causes
perhaps half of all the happiness in the world, and no Inner Ring can ever have it.
We are told in Scripture that those
who ask get. That is true, in senses I can’t now explore. But in another sense there
is much truth in the schoolboy’s principle "them as asks shan’t have."
To a young person, just entering on adult life, the world seems full of
"insides," full of delightful intimacies and confidentialities, and he desires
to enter them. But if he follows that desire he will reach no "inside" that is
worth reaching. The true road lies in quite another direction. It is like the house in Alice
Through the Looking Glass.